its not even finals time
and the only way to make my sleeping schedule normal
is to switch AM for PM T.T
i havent seen the sun in a few days
when this happens it means bed time for me
i think its starting to take its toll
im even more lazy than usual
i dont leave my apartment unless its to eat at dining hall
or to go grocery shopping
on a good note
i think i found a place to stay in nova
but dont know if it will go through
for now my plan is to go to Richmond on monday
chill
then head up to nova with some friends
stay in nova for 2 days (dont know where though)
and then head to Maryland to see mom and brother
after that
either stay in nova at a place i rent out
or just go back to Charlottesville and do nothing
whatever happens, happens
-SHIFTING SUBJECTS TO NEW SUBJECT THIS IS THE TRANSITION-
lots of my year people have been talking about life after graduation
how everyone will miss each other and stuff
but for me
i dont know if it just hasnt hit yet?
but i dont feel too bad
maybe its cuz there is a good chance ill be in nova with 80% of us
or maybe its cuz i truly dont care
and maybe this is because i watch too much freaking dexter
if you watch it you get what i mean
i love how detached he is from everyone
but yea i guess thats why i really dont understand it when ppl are like
im gunna miss u guys
when i read it im like
hmmmmm i dont get it
im more worried about getting a job and being able to live on my own
i dont care where i get the job
ill go to the middle of nowhere if it means i can work
but whatever happens its all up to where God wants to put me
i just hope all these rejections i get from companies isnt Gods way of saying
HEY CHRIS MY PLAN FOR YOU IS TO BE HOMELESS YAY
ill just keep trying to get a job and trust God has great plans for me regardless of my financial status
o man im watching conan right now
it would be awesome if i could be one of the people that make the little shorts he shows during his show
or just have a big part of my life be in film production in the future
or photography
or cooking
thats it time to start chris jun video/photo/restaurant company
ill call it
THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
guess its kinda wordy
but itll catch on
alright its 6:31am
sun is coming up soon
gunna finish this episode of conan
snuggle with billy for a little bit
then sleep
later world
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