as i look into my lynn year al’s zerba book

so its 3am

billy is in the kitchen reading up a storm

im in the room TRYING to focus on my math hwk

but i cant help it

when i look at numbers and formulas

i cant help but think wow isnt there more to life

obviously there is more to life then just what is in these pages

furthering the Lord’s kingdom is my main goal in life

but right under that…can UVA really be my gateway to the future?

im not gunna lie, i cant resist the security a steady job will bring me

work a 9-5, make good money, raise a family with it

i mean wuts so wrong with that right??

but too me, even though i think id be comfortable with that, i dont think its ok for me to just be content

sometimes i feel like im cheating myself outa my dreams

Bobby                                    Ben

i really look up to these guys

Bobby and Ben hundreds are co creators of the brand The Hundreds

i have alot of their clothes

they were both law school students at loyola law school in LA

they met and realised they had alot in common when it came to style

both really into the sub culture of punk rock and hiphop

you can see this in their designs as they use alot of blacks with flourescent colors

it reminds people of the 80’s

even the graphics remind people of cartoons they used to watch as kids

their brand is a testament to California culture and how its a big mixing pot of styles and taste

not just in clothes but in music, art, and pretty much anything anyone is into

this is Adam Bomb

it’s the logo for the hundred’s brand

love this guy

basically bobby and ben followed their dream…they took what they loved and turned it into their life

bobby says “i wanted to live my life drawing cartoons but not as just a cartoonist”

now these law school kids own a brand that is worn by everyone from me to celebrities

they jet set around the world to promote their brand and learn more about other brands

they are personal friends with artist that i admire like David Choe, Topher, Michael Lau

Bobby designs everything that they sell

they have done collaborations with different artist and corporations like Disney

they supply clothes to over 400 stores not to mention their flag ship stores in California

i can only dream of one day doing what they have done…not make my own clothing brand (but that would be ballin)

but just follow my dream and work hard cause i know ill be successful

fear of the unknown draws me back into this safe shell of schooling and eventually desk jobbing

i dont want to make it sound like there is any wrong with that

if your passion is to be secure and have a steady living so you can support a future family

then praise God for that

but a part of me doesnt think thats enough

though ill prolly follow this path because i dont have the COJONES to actually jeopardize security

yea i know im a sell out

maybe one day ill be able to be like Bobby and Ben

make work not seem like work cause its something i love…

anyways its 3:20

back to life of hwk, test, papers, and all nighters

later world…

full of worth survey

1. Where is your cell phone? in my pants

2. Your hair? needs a shave

3. Your mother? hides stuff from me

4. Your father? hides stuff from my mother

5. Your favorite food? chipotle, pho, anything juno’s mom makes

6. Your dream last night? no idea…but i either killed someone or someone killed me

7. Your favorite drink? pepsi max all day

8. Your dream/goal? cook/own my own restaurants in major cities

9. What room are you in? my lair

10. Your hobby? fixed gear, watching people, saving the world

12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? in the kitchen of my restaurant

13. Where were you last night? at mcd with billy

14. Something that you aren’t? smart

15. Muffins? only good from the waist up

16. Wish list item? lots of moneys

17. Where did you grow up? florida

18. Last thing you did? poop

19. What are you wearing? nothing

20. Your TV? vizio POS

21. Your pets? my bike

22. Friends? cant live without them

23. Your life? needs a cure…

24. Your mood? anxious

25. Missing someone? they know

26. Vehicle? Mitsubishi Evolution 8…fast but pain in the butt to maintain

27. Something you’re not wearing? everything

28. Your favorite store? uniqlo

29. Your favorite color? green

30. When was the last time you laughed? dinner

31. Last time you cried?… cant remember

32. Your best friend? dont like to label but i do have a”good friend of mine”

33. One place that I go to over and over? bathroom

34. One person who emails me regularly? UVA

35. Favorite place to eat? chipotle

the killer…

she is beautiful

dark flowing hair like a river on a moonless night

eyes so entrancing they could stop a raging bull

skin that looks and feels like silk

a smile known as the “widow maker” because it steals the hearts of all men

the perfect height where she fits right under your chin

walks with grace

speaks with gentleness

with a laugh that fills people with joy

who is she?

i wonder where she is?

it doesnt matter…

CUZ WHEN SHE TAKES A REAL SMELLY DUMP ALL OF THIS MEANS NOTHING!!!!

…the killer

introducing!!!!!!!! THE PHENOM FROM VIETNAM!!!!!!

so this post is gunna be about billy

and how he pwned p90x in the face with his BILLY900XX

so first you have to eat food like this

thats right…that is a chocolate ice-cream and nutella sandwich

this is the corner stone meal to his flawless diet

i think his philosophy behind it is to punish his body as much as possible

so that his own soul will get depressed and start to throw up…soulfully….neways

yea so he just tries as hard as he can to get unhealthy and in return his body hate itself

then it beats itself up (itself as in his insides) which then translates into a FAT BURNING BEAUTIFYING WORKOUT !!!!!

indeed if u want to follow this diet in full detail…you can pay billy $264,000 for a 3 week meal plan

i know i know how can he sell something so awesome for so cheap

well dont worry he also demands your first born

it some weird Vietnamese thing

i dont know google it

here are the results from the BILLY 900XX workout

yes that is billy himself

LOOK AT THE MUSCLE TONE!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK AT THE SLENDER FIGURE!!!!!

MY EYES

WHILE WRITING THIS BLOG I HAVE BECOME BLIND AHSFDINAFSDKJF>SDKLNFKSDJF

pc world

between a rock and a hard place

so this entry is about the times when i feel like

yo wth do i do now?

it when someone is being a completely dummy head to me and is giving me a big attitude

or when someone is treating me a certain way that i dont like for a long period of time

i used to straight up be like yo

youre mestup

and then id usually get the response “stop crying about it” “stop over analysing it” “stop being a girl”

something along those lines

its like yo wth u said something and i dont like it yet youre telling me how i should handle it

but usually no matter what i say

im wrong

always seem to be wrong

maybe its my personality that i let them think that i am wrong

i joke alot and i act immature

so maybe im asking for it

but at the same time

it sucks

so now when stuff like this happens

i dont say nething

cuz i know what the response is gunna be

so i just take it

but i hate it

what can i do though?? if i say sumtin im wrong

if i dont then i admit im wrong

does anyone else get into this situation????

maybe i do overanalyse things…but i feel like over analysing something and being careful is better than not analysing things enough

maybe i joke on too many ppl for other ppl to think its hypocritical for me to get mad when i get joked on

i think ive done a real good job dropping back on what i say

hopefully i havent hurt too many ppl recently with my words

am i immature?

i wonder

the fact that i act like it to have fun with my close friends

is that enough to label me immature??

does that validate the ppl that i feel talk down to me even though we are the same year?

and if youre reading this now and saying to yourself wow chris you need to stop being a girl or sumtin like that

then to u

shut your mouth and look at yourself before u judge

dont need people like that

YouLiars

why is it that when someone puts a video of themselves singing on youtube…

in the more info box its all

“i was bored so i decided to make this”

“dont mind my voice i have a cold”

so after practicing atleast 5 times

they get all just-got-outa-bed-like

grab their guitar

turn on a light but always off camera to make it like its been on but in reality its to make it moody

then sing

are we that insecure of our passions?

if u like to sing cant u just put

“i put this video on youtube to show u guys wut i like to do…if its bad then im sorry im bad i just like signing”

but i guess you putting it on youtube kinda shows that u think u can sing well…or your singing is bearable?? (hehe bearable…its like ‘able to be a bear’)

STOP BEING YOULIARS AND JUST ADMIT THAT U PRACTICE THAT SONG MORE THAN U BLINK IN A DAY!!!

neways just a small rant

not a sermon, just a thought

CHRIS JUN PRISE CONTEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tell me where thats from holler

NO GOOGLING THAT IS AGAINST UVA HONOR CODE AND THUS AGAINST THE JUN HONOR CODE (only chris jun can break it)

money mo money

so i think everyone knows that i am a very financially motivated individual

i think God is punishing me for being so money hungry

recently ive hit some bill problems which the responsible parties refuse to pay

im done dealing with people not understanding how money and bills work

im about to be out 144 dollars for other peoples refusal to pay their bills

i think its God telling me to just let go

that its not my money

i made a prayer on Sunday that this year i would really focus on giving my life to him

i think this is the first thing He is trying to teach me

to let go of things of this world

so do it God

break me

i decided to get a kid…

sharing a room with an angel…

so i just finished moving in yo my new room at 1815 jpa

i have to admit this place is freaking nice

like nicest place ive seen

only way i could afford it though is if i shared the room

so i decided to live with an angel

an angel named billy

here are some pictures

so i dont have a desk…instead i got a 4ft lifetime table…and i got this fancy gun holder on the bottom of it
you know for those emergency gun fights

i got guns hiding everywhere…dare you to rob me…o yea and my shoes

my pride and joys…

an up close shot of my newest family member…her name is clutter

what what what chris i thought u said u just have a table!!!??  ah ha my foolish friend i do have a lifetime table, but also i bought this thing called a HANNES from IKEA for 30 bucks…best thing ive ever bought…its the hutch thing that sits on my table…above that is one of the my shoe cubbies on its side and then my hats on the very top…taco bell

next to my desk is my bed…if u even wanna call it a bed…its a mat on the floor…helps my back alot…billy and i sleep on it together sometimes

READY FOR THE FINAL PICTURE
please excuse my noobness i did this in paint…this is one of my attempts at a panorama shot by pasting a bunch of pictures together…wut i didnt do correctly is make sure the camera is EXACTLY in the middle of the room…equal distance from each corner and top and bottom…hard stuff…maybe not for lucy though

wow so i guess this is as big as i can get it with WordPress…i know it looks like one big room but its actually full 360…try and see it…

neways im really happy with my new room

everything fits so perfectly

if u were to move nething then it would throw the entire makeup of the room off

good start of a horrible looking semester

later world….

no home…

so work is pretty much over

tomorrow is the last day finally

im excited to go back to nova and chill

but it sucks cuz i dont really have a home to go to

i can always stay at my my friend sams house (who im grateful for always opening his house to me)

but at the same time

i miss going home

i guess its a weird situation im in

i basically live at UVA which kind of sucks cause there is nothing to do here

i guess its something i should be kinda thankful for

i have no one to answer to but myself

for the rest of my life

cuz i dont think ill ever live with my parents again

weird feeling knowing this

knowing that ill never get to stop worrying about bills and laundry and cooking

i think this is why im so crazy about my money

i think i live more in the real world then most people my age

but sometimes i miss that sign above the toilet, it says  ”PLEASE USE TOILET SITTING DOWN”

that used to be my dads way of keeping the bathroom clean

o and the sign at the front that said “PLEASE TAKE SHOES OFF”

i dont think i ever lived in a house in VA my parents werent trying to sell

people say HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS

but sometimes home is where you smell food you grew up with, where you throw laundry on the ground and it magically disappears then reappears clean, where you sometimes have arguments with family members that you might not enjoy but miss none the less

home is where the free stuff is

later world…